ABIGAIL'S REGRESSION
A: I see some really high mountains, a huge mountain range. Snow-capped mountains, green vegetation growing but much lower down in the valley there's a huge mountain range and I am up really, really high in the mountains.
F: OK and as you look down at your feet, can you tell me what you see?
A: Men’s feet.
F: And what are you wearing?
A: My feet look quite tough and for some reason I have got my shoes off. I don't normally go barefoot there.
F: OK and as you look up your body, if you could look at your hands and tell me what you see.
A: Men’s hands again. Fine and my skin is like a reddishy brown colour. Not very hairy or anything like that, not adorned with rings or anything like that - nice hands, nice looking hands.
F: As you look at yourself, you can come out of your body and have a look at yourself. Can you describe what you are wearing?
A: I am wearing a pair of canvassy trousers and much heavier layers of cloaks or coats on the top and I’ve got shortish dark hair. I'm wearing a hat with like ear flaps on it and my skin is like a reddish brown colour. It's really lovely, a nice rich colour, very nice skin, oily and a very smooth complexion. Young guy... I don't know whether I am or if I just look young.
F: Can you see into the eyes and what colour they are?
A: Blue….even though that wouldn't suggest as the skin tone and dark hair, they’re very, very light, sort of almost iridescent blue.
F: Going back into your body, do you feel healthy?
A: Yes, I feel supremely healthy and really happy as well, really smiley, very very happy, sort of buoyant character, really lovely white teeth when I smile.
F: What kind of age do you feel you are?
A: I'm probably in my 30s.
F: As you go back to the feet, you say you are barefoot, do you know where your shoes are?
A: They’re near me, I’ve got them. I’m really excited about something and I am pointing to something. I’ve got everything I need with me. I’ve taken them off on purpose because I’m going to do something, I don’t know what though. I’ve come up there to do something and I’m with someone else I think, but I’m excited and I’m pointing up at something higher up in the mountain.
F: Can you see what you are pointing at?
A: It's a cave, there’s a hole like a cave higher up. I have been trekking up there for some time to get up there and now I’ve spotted what it is that I was looking for and it’s a cave, quite a small entrance.
F: What is it that you’re looking for within that cave?
A: I don't know I’m really excited about it and like excited that I found it. I’ve got to do something there, some sort of ceremony or I’ve got to wait there for some reason or… I’m not sure, but I know that I want to get up there and am really excited that I’ve found this little cave because something is going to happen when I get there.
F: Ok so do you know which country you’re in?
A: I'm not sure, it's either South America, Peru area or whether it's Nepal somewhere like that. There is a really big mountain range and it is absolutely incredible, clouds at the top of the mountains and snow-capped.
F; So do you know which mountain range it is? Does that come to mind?
A: No…. I’m at home here.
F: Moving you along, in the cave, you’re waiting for somebody can you tell me what’s happening?
A: I am waiting for something, it's not a body, it’s something that’s going to happen. I have to climb up, it is like shale, slippery and I have to clamber up there. It’s somewhere that people have gone for a long time and it’s somewhere that not a lot of people know about.
F: So is it something sacred?
A: Yes…..definitely.
F: Ok so I want to move you on a little bit so we can get some more information about it…. go forward to actually being in the cave.
A: There’s a light, a hole at the top of the cave. Actually it’s a huge cave when I get inside…..it's a narrow passage….very cold inside. Ah there’s a huge crystal formations inside and there’s a hole at the top of the cave which is letting in this beam of sunshine and it’s lighting up a pool of very very clear water, very, very ... sort of like bright electric azure sort of blue and there’s crystal formations, there’s some really big crystal formations actually. Actually now I’ve come in, it was very cold initially, but the crystals are really buzzing and there’s a huge amount of energy in them. I’m really excited like I can't quite look … it’s almost like something I’ve been told about and that I’ve come to see it for myself, I’ve discovered it and I’ve got to do something here and I’m on my own.
F: Ok so you’re on your own?
A: Yes.
F: And the crystals, how are they placed?
A: They’re jutting out of the cave sides, almost like struts of a cathedral.
F: And how many are they? Can you count them?
A: There’s 8 that I can see easily and there’s lots of smaller crystals around the base of them and there’s like a hole nearer me and then just beyond that there’s these crystals that are up and interlocking.
F: Ok so are they on all sides or just one side?
A: They are on both sides and they sort of interlock at the top, almost like the struts in a cathedral.
F: So, the sun’s hitting that at the moment and they’re buzzing?
A: The sun’s coming in through the roof of this cave and shining into this fantastically bright…azure really bluey water and just beyond that, this is where the crystal temple bit is.
F: So I just want to ask you about the water, are there any crystals within the water, why is it that colour?
A: Cause it’s incredibly clean and when I touch the water it doesn't feel like ordinary water, it feels slightly viscous and not sticky but silky. It's like a silky water and it’s alive actually.
F: So is it like a cleansing water?
A: Yes, it’s an information water as well.
F: Can you actually get into it?
A: No I wouldn’t get into it. I can put my hand in it but it’s almost like … that’s not what it’s for, it's not for bathing. I want to drink… I’m going to taste it….that’s what I feel compelled to do and that’s ok for me to do that, but I wouldn’t bathe in it. It tastes fantastic, it’s really incredibly clean and alive and it’s really silky and sort of buzzing somehow with energy. It’s not like normal water, it’s dripping down from the top of this hole where the cave is. It drips down into this pool, it is obviously coming from somewhere and then dripping down and it forms this little pool. There's not any crystals in the water … ah yes there is actually, it’s held almost in a bowl of crystal but they’re almost like, it’s not a smooth bowl, it’s sort of jaggedy, it’s almost like a rock pool, but the bottom ... lots of small crystals and bits of rock intertwined.
F: Ok so the crystal bath, I’m saying it is, that’s very interesting, so that’s very cleansing for you?
A: It is more than that it’s actually like…it's somewhere where dimensions meet and there’s water coming through that has this information and it pools in this crystal and then these crystals are beaming out….they like amplify it somehow. So even though we are at the top of the mountain it's almost like we are at the bottom of something else where this water’s dripping …. It’s hard to explain it … it’s like this water is dripping through from somewhere else.
F: So would you say it is a portal then?
A: Yes.
F: And do you know where that portal leads to?
A: It leads to a temple complex somewhere along the way … I can just see another huge stone temple complex amidst a big, like, rainforesty jungle. It’s much hotter there and warmer, it’s a different climate than it is here. Actually it’s got quite a few destinations that I could go I think. Somewhere like a really snowbound region, like the Arctic or the North Pole, it’s like completely snowy.
F: Do you think that’s where the water’s coming in from?
A: Yea maybe, maybe it’s coming from this polar region. It’s almost filtering from somewhere else and comes in as water-form and it pools and is amplified by these crystals. You have to get to the top of this mountain, really, really high up but it almost feels like where the water comes in it’s the bottom of something else, like the bottom of a ... you know, when people get cameras and swim underneath ice, so up above that is a snow covered icy region and this water somehow is coming through from that.
F: I want you to go back to the cave now, away from that other set of mountains. I want you to describe more of what you’re seeing. So you’ve got the crystals like a cathedral.
A: It's just a huge craggy rock-cave with dark flinty bits of cave, like stones, and then these smaller quartz crystals, but then on the other side there is this big, huge pieces of quartz, they are massive, thicker than my body and much, much bigger and they interlock. I think there’s 8 of them. If I walk towards them and climb over by the side of this pool I can see that they are almost geometrically formed.
F: I want you to remember everything about this cave so after this treatment I want you to actually draw what you see and put it down on paper.
A: I really like being here, it’s tremendously exciting… I feel really overwhelmingly happy here. I’m absolutely buzzing and really excited.
F: So is there another reason for you being there other than that you have just found it and you really wanted to see it? Or is it something that is going to affect your life?
A: Yes it’s somewhere special to me that I’ve … it’s almost like I’ve come to some point in my life where I am allowed the knowledge to come up here. So this has been revealed to me somehow. It’s almost like the stuff of a myth or something but I’ve discovered that it's true and that I always knew it was true, but it was like a hidden story or I wasn't believed or something like that and it’s almost like I’ve been vindicated ... I knew it was here and finally I’ve found it.
F: So what is it you’ve got to learn from it, what knowledge will you gain?
A: It’s a place where different worlds intersect somehow and I’ve got the feeling it’s going to spur me on to continue working on whatever it is I’m working. Now I have tasted the water I feel like I’m absorbing something which is going to allow me to travel through this portal, and so it’s like time travel or space travel and now I know it can happen. I can absolutely believe it and I’m so excited that I know that I’m going to be able to move through this thing. I don’t know how I’m going to do it but somehow I’m going to be able to leave through the top of this mountain and go somewhere else that I need to go. I’m going to be able to travel.
F: Ok can I move you forward to when you actually know where you’re going within this cave?
A: I’m going to this icy land and I’m all wrapped up in furs now and I’m pulling a sledge behind me. It's like an early morning, the sun’s come up, it’s incredibly bright, it’s really really bright with the sun shining off all this ice and I’m pulling some sleigh along behind me with some stuff strapped to it in a cloth and I’ve got two almost like ski pole things that I’m using to trudge along and I’m all bundled up….and I’ve travelled.… I got there through this thing. I don’t know how I’ve got these clothes or equipment.
F: Are you on earth?
A: Yes. I am on earth but it’s a pristine earth it’s not now… it’s long, long ago
F: So you’ve gone back in time as well?
A: I think I was already back in time, that other memory seemed very ... almost like the air and the earth seemed so much cleaner, it was a much purer environmental time….it felt like a very long time ago.
F: Can you actually get a year, where you are now, what year is it?
A: Before they started to measure time this is, this is first seeding though, this is the first time I’ve come here. There is actually another sun in the sky. I’m not sure if it’s a refraction but there’s another sun in the sky ... maybe I am not on earth.
F: What colour are they both?
A: Yellow, pale yellow.
F: Both of them the same?
A: And there is this incredibly blue sky, like you can see from either side, it's like being up in the atmosphere where you've got this incredible blue that you can see for miles on either side. There's this snowy undulating landscape of ice and snow. I'm not cold or uncomfortable I feel … I’m going somewhere.
F: Do you want to move forward and see where you go?
A: I'm going to another cave on the side of this big, not like a mountain, but a hill, an icy snowy hill. As I go in it's dripping again and it’s thawed out and there's more crystals in this cave - there’s people in this one. Actually it's massive when you get inside, bigger than I thought and it goes down as well. Oh it goes down and there’s light coming from the bottom of this massive hole.
F: Can you see what the light is?
A: Another huge crystal but this is different, this is glowing and it's pulsating like a lavendary-pinky-white light, sort of oscillating around … a pattern...
F: Is it faceted?
A: Yeah, it's like another enormous piece of quartz almost, but it’s almost like in a round shape but with facets on the top, like a sort of sceptre or something, but it's big.
F: What its purpose?
A: It's a generator. It's an energy generator.
F: Where does it generate the energy to - in the cave?
A: No, it's pulling it in from somewhere else and beaming it onto this planet. It's hot, it's like a power generator somehow. It's holding energy here, it's like creating a force field focal point somehow, it's like an anchor, a generating anchor. I don't know how to describe it but it is really powerful and it’s giving off incredible energy.
F: So, that's actually ... one end is on the earth then where that’s coming in to, can you follow it down to see where it’s coming from?
A: If I wanted to I could just jump off the side of this rock ledge and I would go through it even though it looks solid, and it is solid, it’s made of crystal but I have the feeling that if I wanted to I could jump through it and that would almost be like jumping into a pool of water and I would go straight through it.
F: Do you want to do that?
A: No I don’t feel the need to do that….I know I can.
F: Yea ok, so we need to know where the power is coming from so is there some way that you can find that out without jumping?
A: Yes, there is a guy there and he’s got a crystal … the same sort of crystal, in his forehead but a smaller version of it. He is humanish, he's got darker hair he’s got a high forehead that’s got this big crystal in it. Not a human but humanish form.
F: When you say he’s not human he’s humanoid?
A: Yeah, he is tall, arms and legs…bipedal.
F: What’s he wearing?
A: A long dark black cloak and he’s got sort of hair that grows down, swept back off his forehead, but down over onto his shoulders.
F: How big is his head compared to his body? Is it the same as a human?
A: About the same as a human but his forehead’s like twice the size and in the middle of it he's got this bluey-whitey glowing crystal and his eyes are the same like a rainbow blue colour. Iridescent rainbow colours moving through them…..we know each other…he puts his arm around my shoulder. He is welcoming me back and he’s putting his arm out to explain something about the crystal. Somehow it’s working now, they’ve got it working, it’s come online and it’s linking this planet and this place on the planet to somewhere … it's a different dimension, it’s a bridging zone and this crystal is anchoring it into this … they’ve opened it recently and he’s really pleased and he’s telling me this is really fantastic news that they have managed to get this portal working, and this passage leads somewhere and it’s been brought online, and they’ve got it functioning now, it was dormant before and they weren't sure if they could get it started.
F: Do you know where this man is from?
A: He’s laughing when I ask him that question, he knows I’m being silly asking because he knows I know.
F: Tell him you’ve forgotten.
A: I’ve forgotten, you need to remind me. Aramatena and it’ll be 6 to 8th dimension. It’s only just become safe actually to open this passageway.
F: Why what wasn’t it safe against?
A: Just lots of distortion in other reality fields and there’s been some warring over who has control of the grids and those gates. But also I am, ah, I am a gatekeeper. I’ve come from that place up in the mountains and I’ve travelled through that portal and I’ve travelled across this ice field and I’ve come to the next gate or this portal and I’ve brought the energy needed to almost, like, test it. I’ve brought something with me in my physical body or my energetic body and they couldn't be brought together before because it wasn't stable somehow, or safe but now it’s safe, so that’s why I’m there because I have sort of brought a portion of, almost like a key, but it's in me, like I am the key.
F: So are you saying that there was a distortion but was there also a danger of other beings wanting to get this?
A: Yes, there are always wars, there's always grid wars there's always lots of stuff going on.
F: So who was the biggest enemy to this?
A: Fallen Angelics.
F: Fallen Angelics ok can you describe them, do you know what they look like?
A: There are loads of different types. There are lots and lots of them and all different races and species. He said that's not important, he said there are always these dramas going on. He said the main thing is its safe now and we’ve got it working and we know we can keep it secure for a while. Ah, again some other purpose of this is to … this water is like this carrier so they are going to be bringing in water again from some other dimension, or a liquid water somehow, and they’re going to be releasing it into this icy landscape where it will freeze and then at some point when it melts it’s going to transmit that information back into the planetary water system somehow. So they’ve got like a message or information I suppose that they are going to be fitting into the environment here but when the time comes it is can be released and it will … there’ll be certain things that will happen. This water will melt and then when that happens this information will suddenly become available to the sea or to the water on the planet which is alive as well.
F: Just going back a question I’m interested to know why the Fallen Angelics are wanting to stop this?
A: Because they want control over the gates and they have got control over lots of them. They’re shutting off the planet and they’re netting it and trapping it. They see it as quantum, as energy, that they need to use for their own life force and he says there’s so much drama, there's so much stuff going on and he’s just almost like …. * big sigh *
F: Don't ask?
A: Yes, he's like “you know what this is like”. They are attempting, and have been attempting for a long time, to change the grids on the planet somehow, these energy structures underneath, and change the nature of the planet to sort of distort it but also they're again keeping certain passageways open for themselves to travel but denying travel to other beings or people.
F: So the guy that’s with you, the man that is with you, he’s saying that he’s from a different dimension - 6th to 8th?
A: I think he comes from somewhere higher but this passage goes to 6th to 8th yes. Aramatena or somewhere like that, but even he’s not from there originally, but that’s like the next station almost that this passage leads to.
F: OK, so a normal human couldn't go through this passage then?
A: I can.
F: You can?
A: Yes.
F: Do you want to go through it and have a look?
A: Yes, I need to go with him. He is holding my hand and he said “you have forgotten what this is like” and laughing, because he knows that I’ve done this before. I know him, he’s really funny actually, a really nice character, very wry ...
F: He’s got a sense of humour then?
A: Yes he's not phased by stuff. OK, so I am going to hold his hand.
F: Can you describe to me what happens when you go through it?
A: I’m going to jump in a minute. It's like a really ... whoosh! ... cold rush of energy. It's like woo! Like jumping into an icy thing of water and I can't catch my breath for a minute. Then my ears are like blocked and start popping. Then there is a real rush of energy going through my body, like a shiver and now I am out somewhere else.
F: Did you have a taste of metal in your mouth when you went through it?
A: Not that I can recall. I was more shocked by just how freezing cold it was all of a sudden. I was unprepared for the iciness but then that’s gone now.
F: What are you seeing?
A: I am in a passageway that looks man-made and I am with Sharn, this being next to me, he's my friend and I’ve realised my physical body form has changed into ... my skin is light, really pale, translucent light and my mouth feels different and my eyes feel incredibly powerful somehow, like they’re beaming. My body doesn’t feel the same, I've dropped … something, the shock of that hole was actually like a ... my body has been transmuted, I have dropped a couple of physical layers somehow and actually so has he and we are almost like in a much more energetic form, but we are still in a body but it's not the same …
F: So slightly transparent?
A: Yes, slightly transparent and glowing slightly. I’ve still got fingers and I’ve still got a mouth but I feel like I have dropped … I don't have a bladder and I don't have a stomach or something like that and I don’t have some of these … I have a heart still but some of these other physical layers of my body, they're not there anymore. I’m a much lighter energetically but I am still in a body form and I've got a crystal now. Matching foreheads, we’ve both got these, he's laughing he said “let’s see our matching foreheads” I’ve got again this big sceptre crystal in my forehead.
F: Can you describe where you are at the moment?
A: I’m in a tunnel and I am on a craft. It's big and the craft is alive and I can actually hear it talking if I focus. I can link into other beings that are on this craft and I can almost like by telepathy, I can hear them and if I use my focus I can tune in and hear things if I need to. I can hear the ship almost like buzzing somehow but it’s actually talking or communicating somehow. So the ship is alive, everything is alive here, everything is conscious and communicating within itself.
F: How is it navigated, how is it steered?
A: By thoughts, by thought alone and it’s propelled by thoughts, we’re willing it with the machine, or it’s not a machine, it’s a being somehow, it’s an enormous manta ray like thing with dark… almost like if you were to touch the outside of the craft it would be like a velvety .. like a short velvet, like a …. and underneath it’s white. It's almost like a killer whale or something like that colouring but it’s like a big manta ray and it is a being and it’s alive and we are propelling it with thought.
F: So the one who is actually navigating it with thought, is the DNA connected to the ship?
A: Yes. So they're … it's actually, everybody uses their thought and links in their thought when it needs to go somewhere or needs more power, well it's not power in that sense. So we would join mind-force to give it extra energy to like… if we have a long way to travel or something like that or need to go faster or jump somehow we can join forces. There is a guy, I think it is a man, at the front of the ship, he's not just the captain, there are a couple of them and he puts his hands on something when he wants to more directly interface with this craft. But there’s not like a load of technical buttons and other bits and bobs, it’s quite simple somehow, it's quite organic.
F: How many are on this ship?
A: Hundreds, it's massive. But probably about 10 – 20 people in the front of this craft and there is a big screen like in Star Trek where there’s a screen that you can see various things going on and we are just moving at the moment.
F: So is the screen actually a window or is it a screen?
A: I think it can be both. It can be both. We can look out from where we ... how we are travelling. We are not travelling through space like blackness it’s actually travelling like … flipping through layers of stuff rather than …
F: When you say flipping do you mean going up or down or straight forward …
A: Going through, going straight forward. It's almost like we are going through a tunnel, almost like layers of stuff, just light patterns but we’re moving through them. It could be a window if it needed to be if you see what I mean, it does both.
F: All the people on there are they humanoids the same as you?
A: Yeah, sort of but they are different. They’ve got a round face with like a scarf tied around ... the back of their heads is much bigger and juts out at the back and it’s like a navy webbed fabric ... almost like they are wearing a very fine knitted woven elasticated hat. And they have got very long necks and a high outfit that comes right up under their neckline and their face is round and at the back, you can’t see the hair, but their head juts out at the back and it is bigger like an elongated skull at the back. They’ve got oval shaped eyes and some of them have got these crystals in their forehead, but not everyone, and some have got some that are much smaller. They don’t have any teeth, they have lips and a nose, much smaller, they’re quite tall, very elegant, very peaceful and friendly and unobtrusive, their energy is very laid back.
F: So they communicate through telepathy to each other?
A: They can speak and actually they are making jokes with me and with Sha-Rhyn, who I’m with, and they’re laughing sort of at me in a nice way because they can see I seem slightly disoriented but I am actually from there and have been travelling with them and they’re welcoming me back and laughing because they can see that I’m a bit shocked by what has happened to me. I can't remember being there but, it's like I have been away for a little bit, I've gone on a mission and it's taking me time to remember that I’m one of them. They’re laughing because it’s like “you don’t look like you know where you are - don’t you remember us?” and they’re just ribbing me and using their voices and have dropped down to vocal speech just to take the piss out of me basically and have a laugh but it’s good natured.
F: Have you any idea where you are now? Do you know where you come from?
A: We’re travelling back somewhere, we’re going up to some higher level councils and we are going to come out of the density that we were in. They had to come nearer to bridge, to come and collect me and I made it on time, I don’t why, it's like I’ve done something and it's like I’ve got back. We are going to some other higher dimension - we've got to meet with some other council. I have got some knowledge that I have learned that I’m here to bring back. I’ve been on some mission somewhere and I think, I feel like maybe in my mind, I have been gone for a really long time but actually I might have only been gone for a short amount of time but again my sense of time … my brain feels like, grrr, like it's struggling slightly to assimilate these two different perceptions of time. But now we’ve got this thing, something I have done, or something I’ve brought back, now I need to go back and report to some other higher councils about what I’ve been doing and we’re going there now. They came to get me, they bridged to get me and now we are going somewhere else.
F: If I can move you forward then to when you are there can you describe what you see?
A: There’s an absolutely massive planet, it’s like earth in the sense that it's blue and it's lit by a sun or at least one light source. It’s massive. We’re above it. There’s a portal in the atmosphere, outer atmosphere of this planet. So we’ve come in this craft but we’re not going to land on the planet like you would a plane, we’re going to go to this … it’s almost like a solidification of space. We’re going to go there and that’s how we’re going to get down onto the surface of this planet, a massive planet, and it’s alive. Everything is alive and it’s talking to each other and if you chose to tune in you can hear but it doesn’t... it's like a low noise, but if I want to I can tune in and find out various things or tune in to these conversations but ... so we are going to go down onto this … we just need to think it, that’s all we need to do is think we are going to go onto this platform portal space and then we again … I feel like a rushing of air and again another sort of popping sensation and I can taste, not a metallic taste, it's like that water like a silky' cool almost like a minty taste in my mouth and my eyes are watering. The air’s very cold but not uncomfortably so and the air is thicker, almost like a mist or a fog, but I can’t see it but I can feel it, it feels different to breath. So there are a few of us going and we’re going to go on this platform and from there again, there is just a few of us assembling, and then when we’re all assembled we’re going to go down on to the surface of this planet whatever it is. Now we’re stood in a particular pattern that tails off into a triangle behind us, one person at the back and quite a few of us at the front, we’re ready to go and we’re all laughing. Again, it’s like something really nice and everyone is excited and buzzing with mental chitter chatter, with lots of joking ... I wonder whether we’ve been through something quite tense because it seems like everybody’s relieved in a way that we’ve achieved something that might have been quite difficult to do. So we’re ready now. We’re thinking and it’s actually like it forms a pattern in my mind when we all link in. It's almost like I am thinking something and can feel it at the same time. It's like this fitting together of this triangle shape and now we’re ... again my eyes feel like they are watering and again I can feel that this air’s almost foggy and thick to breath and I can hear someone reassuring me from the side just saying “just breath it’s absolutely fine, it’s safe” because I am a like *gasps* taking me a moment ... I am still acclimatising. Now we are going down … now I feel a whooshing movement down. It almost takes your breath away it's travelling very fast.
F: Are you on your own now?
A: No I’m in formation with this group.
F: Right they're all together.
A: Yes we basically got onto this platform, assembled and joined our minds in the same formation as the bodies are standing and then we're travelling very, very rapidly down ... I’m still struggling slightly here to acclimatise but I’m still being reassured by the rest of the group. We have got to get back with this information or whatever this thing is.
F: Have you got there yet?
A: Yes.
F: What do you see?
A: This is really nice. I am on the shoreline and again it’s the same, there are big high cliffs with big chunks of crystal in them. And we have come out on the edge of the beach on the edge of the shore, we’ve come through the water somehow that’s transported us and we’ve walked out onto this shore Underneath this sand is made of crystals, and it’s all crunchy but tiny tiny grains like white sand. It’s very very bright, it’s a very very bright blue atmosphere. Very very clean. Everything’s alive, the water is fizzing, hissing and bubbling. Again there’s huge amounts of information and communication if I want to tune in. We’re walking up this path at the side of this cliff and it’s lovely and green, it’s really verdant and abundant and everything’s alive and there’s all these… I can hear the buzz of all these insects and it's like on earth, there’s birds and life everywhere.
F: Is it something you are familiar with? Is it similar to Earth?
A: Yes it is similar to Earth in the sense that there are trees and vines, there’s beautiful flowers and there’s this really super almost like uber real jungle garden and it’s absolutely fantastic. All the mosses and lichen and cactus, it's like a semi tropical landscape but the rock is very very white and lovely breezes blowing. It's really nice here and we are walking up the side of this path in single file, I’m not the first I'm second. Sha-Rhyn’s in front, it's not the captain of the ship, well he wasn’t the captain anyway but he was steering it, they’re behind, there’s Sharn and then it’s me and then there are some others behind us. We’re walking up the side of this path and actually as we come over the top there’s another, it looks like a crystal temple. It's not made out of rock it is made out of crystals, purply, lilacy, almost like it’s another generator site, buzzing energy that’s pulsating with some sort of power.
F: Can you go into this building?
A: There are people pouring out of it, it's big, it’s really big. There’s people pouring out and they’re rushing over toward us and they’re hugging me and they’re patting me on the back and they’re welcoming me in and welcoming Sha-Rhyn and everyone is relieved and really excited. I’ve been away somewhere and I have the feeling now that I’ve been gone for I don’t know like a long time but I’m back, I’ve come back. I’m getting led up these steps and actually it’s not just crystal it’s plasma, it’s a living temple, it's like a living rock and it’s fantastic. Glowing, it generates its own light and it's both hard but somehow soft – I don’t know how to describe it, it's living, it's not just a hard inanimate crystal it’s like a plasma type substance. We’re led into this temple complex, big building, it’s has one of these huge sceptre generators at the back, again it’s like crystal on the top but it’s round at the bottom - rounded and smooth. Loads of seats inside, like pews in a church and you can sit in the seats and they mould around you. It's like living rock, living crystal and this is …. there’s a rock in front of it like a screen and we have been invited to sit in these sort of pews, I suppose, and there’s a lot of chatter. Someone or something or somebody is going to come and communicate with us and we’ve been invited ... I get the sense that again we form a formation with our minds and it feels like a lattice sort of shape.
F: Can I move you forward to when this being, this person actually comes…
A: It is a collective, it's a big collective, and all this energy is starting to stream out through this sort of screen and we can see them but they’re sort of indistinct and almost like a light fire, fiery sort of figures, not flames but they’re sort of shifting almost like a flame. They’ve got eyes but nothing else is really distinct, but their energy is coming out through this like tendrils of energy, like smoke or something coming out through this screen and it’s intersecting and almost surrounding this lattice like shape that we are making with our minds. So it’s forming again like joining these two energies together so we can communicate.
F: Do you know where they’re from?
A: They are the Yanas, they’re almost beyond the 12 dimensions, they’re one of the highest councils before we move to the primal light fields, this is primal sound fields so they’re really high, they’re close to source.
F: What are they called again?
A: Yanas.
F: Yanas.
A: I feel like crying. It's like being bathed in something, in just love and we’ve have been out as a collective and my group that I’m in with Sha-Rhyn and whoever we are, we’ve been out doing something and it’s almost like, not won, but we proved or demonstrated something, we’ve achieved something and so now we’ve brought it to this Yanas council.
F: What are you communicating to them, can you explain that?
A: Something to do with planet Earth and we've seeded part of ourselves there and we’ve been successful in doing so. It forms a bridge of energy all the way back down to Earth ... really long way away. It's like this silver thread somehow that I can see and I don’t know if it’s real or whether it represents what we have seeded onto the Earth but we’ve done some work there and I was one of the last ones to leave. I had to do something there, to leave something there somehow and secure this portal, I don’t know how to describe it, but we’ve been successful and it’s really hard to get a sense of time because I can't perceive time in the linear way like I did on the planet and I’m still adjusting actually to this. It’s almost like we said that we were going to try and do something and we’ve actually managed to do it so we have brought this knowledge back to the Yanas council and that’s why I’m there.
F: So can you describe more what you did?
A: I seeded something into the planet's grid somehow up in the mountain range or did something, I put something there, like a homing device or I don’t know, it’s not like a device it’s like a…..by drinking that water maybe or something, I was like a key holder somehow and had to go through that gate or portal and because I did I’ve brought something with me from the planet and I can’t quite describe it but I've interfaced something.
F: So you have brought something from planet earth?
A: Yes I went there to do something and did it and somehow, I don’t know what it is, but I’ve come back, almost out the way I came in and I have left that … I’ve seeded that energy somehow into the fabric of that planet which means something is there and it’s like breathing, almost like broadcasting something.
F: Is it safe?
A: Yes.
F: Nothing can touch it now?
A: I don’t think so, it was a bit of a mission I think. I get a feeling that it was a bit of a short chance of that being successful but I’ve done it and that’s why everyone is really really chuffed that I’ve managed to do it - but it was close.
F: So the energy or whatever you put in there, where is that from, where are you from?
A: I am from God source, I’ve come from there but have come down into .. I'm not in a fully incarnate form because this body is much lighter but I’ve come from somewhere much higher up somehow in the densities, but I’ve sent a portion of myself down with some of the other groups to do this work on the planet.
F: So it’s like a fragment of you?
A: Yes, I couldn’t see that when I was down there, I felt like I was just an individual but now I am up here I can feel myself rearranging and perceptions changing and I’m assimilating that I sent a portion of myself down there to go and do this work and I’ve managed to re-collect it, that’s why I’ve managed to get out of here. I had a bit of myself down there that I couldn’t almost.. until I got that ... I came out the same way that I went in and it’s like I had to recollect that part of myself in order to get out but I’m like the last man out somehow. There is some significance to that.
F: When you look at layers which dimension are you in?
A: Up in the twelfth dimension now.
F: So you are very high up.
A: Yes.
F: Are you in the same universe as earth or have you shifted over to a different universe?
A: I’ve shifted over and I’m in a parallel universe. We’ve been interfacing with that universe because of the work we had to do, that we came here to do, but it’s like we have almost been stationed there doing some work but then we have come out of that bit and now we’re interfacing with the Yanas council which is much much higher level but we are still in this dimensional scale if you see what I mean.
F: Yes so was that universe created after the one that you’re in?
A: Was earth universe created after the one I’m in? They were all created at the same time but the consciousness only moved out into them progressively and that’s one of the last station points before all of those dimensions will start to progressively fuse back together and then come back in somehow. It’s almost like blowing something out and eventually it sort of collapses back in on itself and I got involved in the process
F: Do you mean that there will be one massive universe in the end?
A: There are many, many, many universes.
F: So they’re not all going to come together as one?
A: No, this is one tiny fragment this is. This is one tiny corner of the cosmos.
F: Do you know how a universe is created?
A: Source has a thought within itself and that thought condenses like a crystal almost, like a bubble within creation itself, and that is then imbued with a portion of Source consciousness which has the intention to manifest and that crystal starts to form, like a crystal growing and that’s how things are manifested. They come from source and they go through many different phases of manifestations, solidification, into this manifest form that we know on this planet. All these things are happening within the mind of God Source.
F: So source - is that crystal based then?
A: No, it is beyond all of those things, it can't be named, it's all of those things, that’s the easiest explanation. It's almost like it's a bubble and inside that bubble matter begins to coagulate with specific intentions, the thought forms of God Source to experience itself sets the template of manifestation and then that manifests on that.
F: Why is there so much duality on earth, is that everywhere? Because we have good and bad, dark and light...
A: God Source wants to ... everything within the mind of God Source is ... just experiences and everything is allowed and everything is valuable and meaningful and there’s no polarity at Source but that’s one of the infinite … not even use a number, because source isn’t seen to have numbers, but we would describe it as an infinite number of possible experiences that Source can have and one of those things when you come out into the far reaches of the densities. When you come right down into the lower densities where planet Earth is we know that we have come here to experience and live in a fully individuated body with a relatively individuated mental capacity. We come here to experience polarity, death of the body, everything is thrown into shadow here through the light of Source if you see what I mean it’s come here to experience all of those things and it’s cold and a long way out here from Source - but to Source everything is immediate but we will perceive time and space as a linear thing here.
F: Why do beings, why do souls actually want to come to Earth, what’s the purpose of that?
A: Learning, everything is for learning, to test out, to try, to see. God Source is constantly manifesting, it is expansive, playful, creative, exploratory and so we come here to grow, this planet’s a nursery. There’s a lot of stuff that has gone wrong around here in the sense that there has been a lot of abuse of free will choice which has exacerbated that polarity, but this is within God Source, this is just experience and everything is still loved and accepted. Its experience of us out here that feels very discrete and individuated but that’s just a perception, it’s almost like a bubble within, it’s like a chink of crystal within a much bigger formation.
F: Ok so actually having a life on Earth, is that damaging the soul in any way?
A: No. The worst that is going to happen is that everybody is going home that comes out here. Everything, every being, every atom, every sub-atom, every tiny thing, everything is going home eventually. So nothing is lost within the mind of God Source but we have the experience of being lost out here and that's ... if you want to know the love of God Source, and appreciate that fully, one of the things we do is come out to experience loss of that connection so that we can understand the true value of that. And also God wants to know what it’s like to not know itself. But no it doesn’t damage us, we have the perception of damage and it can be experientially extremely unpleasant but that’s just an experience that we’re having. It is hard for me to describe - it’s almost like having two different perceptions. No nothing is ever lost and we all go home one way or another - it's actually how you get home, we’re all going home but the choices that you make will determine the path that you take to get home and the quality of that experience and also whether you go back with all this memory and experience intact, like a returning child that goes out into the world and learns and comes back to share that knowledge or you could go back just as dust and not remember anything. You could be a great being and make choices that cause that integrity to fail but you still come back but you won’t remember any of those things.